رشا عرابي
04-07-2015, 01:56 PM
ﻓﻠﺘَﺒﺘﻌﺪ ..
ﺩَﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻟِﻤﻠِﻤُﻬﺎ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺎﺕِ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺟّﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﻬّﺪ ﻭﺍﻷﻧﻴﻦْ
ﺩَﻋﻨﻲ ﺃُﻋﺎﻧِﻖُ ﻓﻲ ﻓَﻀﺎﺀِ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡِ ﺃﺣﻼﻡَ ﺍﻟﺴِﻨﻴﻦ
ﺩَﻋﻨﻲ ﺃُﻫَﺪﻫِﺪُ ﻋَﺒﺮَﺓً ﻭَﺣِﻜﺎﻳَﺔً ﻟِﻠﺸّﻮﻕِ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻳﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﻠّﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺗَﺴﺘَﻜﻴﻦ
ﻓَﻠﺘَﺒﺘَﻌِﺪْ ..
ﻭﻟﺘَﺰﺭَﻉ ﺍﻟﺪّﺭﺏَ ﺍﻧﺘِﻈﺎﺭﺍً ﻻ ﻳَﻤَﻞُّ ﺑِﻪِ ﺍﻟﺤِﻨﻴﻦ
ﻭَﺳَﺄَﺭْﻭِﻩِ ﻣِﻦ ﻧﺎﺑِﺾِ ﺍﻟﺪّﻣﻊِ ﻭﺃﻧّﺎﺕِ ﺍﻟﻤَﺮﺍﻳﺎ .. ﻭﻋِﻨﺎﻕِ ﺍﻷﺭﺽِ ﺃﻃﺮﺍﻑَ ﺍﻟﺠَﺒﻴﻦ
ﻓَﻠْﺘَﺒﺘَﻌِﺪْ ..
ﻓﻲ ﺣﻴﻦِ ﻛﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺣﺎﺿِﺮﺍً ﻳَﻘﻮﻯ ﺑﺮﻗّﺘِﻪِ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻇُﻠﻢِ ﺍﻟﺤَﻴﺎﺓِ ﻭَﻳَﺤﺘَﻮﻳﻦْ ..
ﻛُﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺩِﺛﺎﺭﺍً ﻳَﺤﺘَﻮﻳﻨﻲ ﺩِﻓﺄَﻩُ ﺇﻥْ ﻛُﺒِّﻠَﺖْ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﺻَﻘﻴﻊَ ﺍﻟﺒَﺮﺩِ ﻓﻲ ﺟَﺴَﺪِ
ﺍﻟﻤَﻤﺎﺕْ ..
ﻛُﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻓﺎﺭَﻗَﺖْ .. ﺇﻟّﺎ ﻟِﺘَﺤﺘَﻀِﻦَ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻋُﻤﻖِ ﺭﻭﺣَﻴﻨﺎ ﺃناةْ ..
ﻛُﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺟَﻨﺎﺣﺎً ﺣﺎﻟِﻤﺎً .. ﺣَﻠّﻖْ ﻭﻻ ﺗَﺄﺑَﻪ ﺑِﻤَﺒﺘﻮﺭٍ ﺗَﻨﺎﺛَﺮَ ﺭﻳﺸَﻪُ
ﺇﻥَّ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀَ ﻟَﻨﺎ ﺣﻴﺎﺓ !
ﻓﻲ ﻏَﻴْﻤِﻬﺎ .. ﻧَﺘﻮَﺳّﺪُ ﺍﻟﺠُﺮﺡَ ﻭَﻧَﻨْﺰِﻑُ ﻓﻲ ﻫُﻄﻮﻝِ ﺍﻟﻤُﺰﻥِ ﺑَﻮﺣﺎً ﻣﻦ ﻫَﺪﻳﺮِ
ﺍﻷُﻏﻨِﻴﺎﺕ ..
ﻓﻲ ﻧَﺠْﻤِﻬﺎ ﻧَﻘْﺘﺎﺕُ ﺿﻮﺀً ﻧﺎﻋِﺴﺎً .. ﻳُﻐﺮﻱ ﺑِﺄﺟﻔﺎﻥِ ﺍﻟﻜّﺮﻯ ﻣِﻨّﺍ ﻟِﻴﻮﻫِﺒَﻬﺎ
ﺍﻟﺴُﺒﺎﺕْ
ﻓﻲ ﻛُﻠّﻬﺎ .. ﺗَﺮﻧﻮ ﺇﻟِﻲَّ ﻣَﻼﻣِﺤﺎً ..
ﻓﻲ ﻫَﺪﺃَﺓِ ﺍﻟﻜَﻮﻥِ ﻭﻫَﺠﻌﺎﺕِ ﺍﻟﻠّﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻤُﻈﻠِﻤﺎﺕْ
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ﺗَﺮﻧﻮ ﺗُﻌﺎﻧِﻖ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻱ .. ﻭَﺗُﻜَﻔّﻦُ ﺍﻷﺷﻼﺀَ ﻣِﻤّﺎ ﻗَﺪ ﺗَﺒَﻘّﻰ ﻣِﻦ ﻓُﺘﺎﺕِ ﺍﻷُﻣﻨِﻴﺎﺕْ
ﺗَﺮﻧﻮ ﻟِﺘَﻠْﺜِﻢَ ﻣُﻘْﻠَﺘﻲ ..
ﻭَﺗَﻘﻮﻝُ : ﻧﺎﻣﻲ .. ﻳﺎ ﻋﻴﻮﻥَ ﺍﻟﺮّﻭﺡِ ﻧﺎﻣﻲ
ﺃَﻏْﻤِﻀﻲ ﺍﻟﺠَﻔﻦَ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻇِﻞٍّ ﻳُﺮﺍﺑِﺾُ ﻟَﻴﺲَ ﺗَﻌﻨﻴﻪِ ﺍﻟﺪُّﺭﻭﺏُ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺋِﺮﺍﺕْ
ﻓَﻠْﺘَﺒﺘَﻌِﺪْ ﻳﺎ ﺣﺎﺿِﺮﺍً ﻓﻲ ﻛُﻞّ ﻛُﻠّﻲ ﻭﺍﻧﻜِﺴﺎﺭﺍﺗﻲ ﻭَﻋَﻴﻦِ ﺍﻟﺬِﻛﺮِﻳﺎﺕ
ﻳﺎ ﺿﻮﺀَ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ..
ﻳﺎ ﺃﻧﻴﻦَ ﺍﻟﺤَﺮﻑِ ﻓﻲ ﺻَﻮﺕِ ﺍﻟﻨَّﺠﺎﺓ
ﻳﺎ ﻃُﻬْﺮَ ﻋُﻤْﺮٍ ﺣﺎﻛَﻪُ ﺍﻟﻨُّﻮﺭُ ﺑِﻤِﺤﺮﺍﺑﻲ ﺻَﻼﺓ
ﻓَﻠْﺘَﺒْﺘَﻌِﺪ ..
ﻭَﺳَﺘَﺒﻘﻰ ﻣِﻨّﻲ ﻋَﺒْﺮَﺓً ﺣَﺮّﻯ ﺗُﺨَﺒّﺌُﻬﺎ ﺿُﻠﻮﻉُ ﺍﻟﻨّﺒﺾِ ﻋَﻦ ﺃﻳﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﺠُﻔﻮﻥِ
ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻃِﺸﺎﺕ
ﻭَﺳَﺘَﺒﻘﻰ ﻣِﻨّﻲ ﻳﺎ " ﺍﺑﻦَ ﻗَﻠﺒﻲ " ﻣﺎ ﻣَﻠَﻜْﺖُ ﺿِﻔﺎﻑَ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﺗَﺤﺖَ ﺃﺳﺘﺎﺭِ
ﺍﻟﻤَﻤﺎﺕ
ﺩَﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻟِﻤﻠِﻤُﻬﺎ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺎﺕِ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺟّﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﻬّﺪ ﻭﺍﻷﻧﻴﻦْ
ﺩَﻋﻨﻲ ﺃُﻋﺎﻧِﻖُ ﻓﻲ ﻓَﻀﺎﺀِ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡِ ﺃﺣﻼﻡَ ﺍﻟﺴِﻨﻴﻦ
ﺩَﻋﻨﻲ ﺃُﻫَﺪﻫِﺪُ ﻋَﺒﺮَﺓً ﻭَﺣِﻜﺎﻳَﺔً ﻟِﻠﺸّﻮﻕِ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻳﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﻠّﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺗَﺴﺘَﻜﻴﻦ
ﻓَﻠﺘَﺒﺘَﻌِﺪْ ..
ﻭﻟﺘَﺰﺭَﻉ ﺍﻟﺪّﺭﺏَ ﺍﻧﺘِﻈﺎﺭﺍً ﻻ ﻳَﻤَﻞُّ ﺑِﻪِ ﺍﻟﺤِﻨﻴﻦ
ﻭَﺳَﺄَﺭْﻭِﻩِ ﻣِﻦ ﻧﺎﺑِﺾِ ﺍﻟﺪّﻣﻊِ ﻭﺃﻧّﺎﺕِ ﺍﻟﻤَﺮﺍﻳﺎ .. ﻭﻋِﻨﺎﻕِ ﺍﻷﺭﺽِ ﺃﻃﺮﺍﻑَ ﺍﻟﺠَﺒﻴﻦ
ﻓَﻠْﺘَﺒﺘَﻌِﺪْ ..
ﻓﻲ ﺣﻴﻦِ ﻛﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺣﺎﺿِﺮﺍً ﻳَﻘﻮﻯ ﺑﺮﻗّﺘِﻪِ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻇُﻠﻢِ ﺍﻟﺤَﻴﺎﺓِ ﻭَﻳَﺤﺘَﻮﻳﻦْ ..
ﻛُﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺩِﺛﺎﺭﺍً ﻳَﺤﺘَﻮﻳﻨﻲ ﺩِﻓﺄَﻩُ ﺇﻥْ ﻛُﺒِّﻠَﺖْ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﺻَﻘﻴﻊَ ﺍﻟﺒَﺮﺩِ ﻓﻲ ﺟَﺴَﺪِ
ﺍﻟﻤَﻤﺎﺕْ ..
ﻛُﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻓﺎﺭَﻗَﺖْ .. ﺇﻟّﺎ ﻟِﺘَﺤﺘَﻀِﻦَ ﺍﻷﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻋُﻤﻖِ ﺭﻭﺣَﻴﻨﺎ ﺃناةْ ..
ﻛُﻦْ ﻟﻲ ﺟَﻨﺎﺣﺎً ﺣﺎﻟِﻤﺎً .. ﺣَﻠّﻖْ ﻭﻻ ﺗَﺄﺑَﻪ ﺑِﻤَﺒﺘﻮﺭٍ ﺗَﻨﺎﺛَﺮَ ﺭﻳﺸَﻪُ
ﺇﻥَّ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀَ ﻟَﻨﺎ ﺣﻴﺎﺓ !
ﻓﻲ ﻏَﻴْﻤِﻬﺎ .. ﻧَﺘﻮَﺳّﺪُ ﺍﻟﺠُﺮﺡَ ﻭَﻧَﻨْﺰِﻑُ ﻓﻲ ﻫُﻄﻮﻝِ ﺍﻟﻤُﺰﻥِ ﺑَﻮﺣﺎً ﻣﻦ ﻫَﺪﻳﺮِ
ﺍﻷُﻏﻨِﻴﺎﺕ ..
ﻓﻲ ﻧَﺠْﻤِﻬﺎ ﻧَﻘْﺘﺎﺕُ ﺿﻮﺀً ﻧﺎﻋِﺴﺎً .. ﻳُﻐﺮﻱ ﺑِﺄﺟﻔﺎﻥِ ﺍﻟﻜّﺮﻯ ﻣِﻨّﺍ ﻟِﻴﻮﻫِﺒَﻬﺎ
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ﻓﻲ ﻛُﻠّﻬﺎ .. ﺗَﺮﻧﻮ ﺇﻟِﻲَّ ﻣَﻼﻣِﺤﺎً ..
ﻓﻲ ﻫَﺪﺃَﺓِ ﺍﻟﻜَﻮﻥِ ﻭﻫَﺠﻌﺎﺕِ ﺍﻟﻠّﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻤُﻈﻠِﻤﺎﺕْ
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ﺗَﺮﻧﻮ ﺗُﻌﺎﻧِﻖ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻱ .. ﻭَﺗُﻜَﻔّﻦُ ﺍﻷﺷﻼﺀَ ﻣِﻤّﺎ ﻗَﺪ ﺗَﺒَﻘّﻰ ﻣِﻦ ﻓُﺘﺎﺕِ ﺍﻷُﻣﻨِﻴﺎﺕْ
ﺗَﺮﻧﻮ ﻟِﺘَﻠْﺜِﻢَ ﻣُﻘْﻠَﺘﻲ ..
ﻭَﺗَﻘﻮﻝُ : ﻧﺎﻣﻲ .. ﻳﺎ ﻋﻴﻮﻥَ ﺍﻟﺮّﻭﺡِ ﻧﺎﻣﻲ
ﺃَﻏْﻤِﻀﻲ ﺍﻟﺠَﻔﻦَ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻇِﻞٍّ ﻳُﺮﺍﺑِﺾُ ﻟَﻴﺲَ ﺗَﻌﻨﻴﻪِ ﺍﻟﺪُّﺭﻭﺏُ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺋِﺮﺍﺕْ
ﻓَﻠْﺘَﺒﺘَﻌِﺪْ ﻳﺎ ﺣﺎﺿِﺮﺍً ﻓﻲ ﻛُﻞّ ﻛُﻠّﻲ ﻭﺍﻧﻜِﺴﺎﺭﺍﺗﻲ ﻭَﻋَﻴﻦِ ﺍﻟﺬِﻛﺮِﻳﺎﺕ
ﻳﺎ ﺿﻮﺀَ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ..
ﻳﺎ ﺃﻧﻴﻦَ ﺍﻟﺤَﺮﻑِ ﻓﻲ ﺻَﻮﺕِ ﺍﻟﻨَّﺠﺎﺓ
ﻳﺎ ﻃُﻬْﺮَ ﻋُﻤْﺮٍ ﺣﺎﻛَﻪُ ﺍﻟﻨُّﻮﺭُ ﺑِﻤِﺤﺮﺍﺑﻲ ﺻَﻼﺓ
ﻓَﻠْﺘَﺒْﺘَﻌِﺪ ..
ﻭَﺳَﺘَﺒﻘﻰ ﻣِﻨّﻲ ﻋَﺒْﺮَﺓً ﺣَﺮّﻯ ﺗُﺨَﺒّﺌُﻬﺎ ﺿُﻠﻮﻉُ ﺍﻟﻨّﺒﺾِ ﻋَﻦ ﺃﻳﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﺠُﻔﻮﻥِ
ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻃِﺸﺎﺕ
ﻭَﺳَﺘَﺒﻘﻰ ﻣِﻨّﻲ ﻳﺎ " ﺍﺑﻦَ ﻗَﻠﺒﻲ " ﻣﺎ ﻣَﻠَﻜْﺖُ ﺿِﻔﺎﻑَ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﺗَﺤﺖَ ﺃﺳﺘﺎﺭِ
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